Today,On 26th of February i am Very much upset about myself that is why i am Writing this post Related to One Year of Nothingness.
One year of Nothingness
I am very much upset because of myself i have not done anything in this past 1 Year that i am Regretting today.Let’s get to the past 2 year.
Note(I am writing everything that has Happened to me you will get the things that i am writing i mean to say you can Connect with me what i am Writing About if you are from India or any other country).
When i was in 10th I got many problems financial as well as personal because my father became unemployed after working 20 years the Company in which my father was working has let him to leave his job.
Problems occured because he was not getting Job and i was Upset because i was not good at Studies that time.But,Because of my father Problem i have studied harder and harder to make my Dad Proud.And Guess what i got 83% in my 10th Ssc Board Exam.Also my father got job in new Company also he got great package in his new job.
Everything happens for a Reason i got to know about it at that time.That time too,I have enjoyed My Vacations because of my Friends as well as because of my Relatives too.
That time i got to know my Ability that i can Achieve anything in my Life if i have sheer Will and Passion.
Not only me but also everyone who has sheer Will,Family Pressure? can achieve anything in Life.
Now,I am Returning to last year i.e 2019 the year which i will never Forget.
At that time my 11th class results were out and i have just passes in that class as I have taken Science and Everyone had told me that this subject is tough but you have to study hard but i have not taken anything seriously.But,I passed my 11th grade.
Now,The Academic year of Nothingness Came into Action.Year 2019-2020 is one of the most important Academic year i will never Forget in my Lifetime.
In the year 2019 i have done Nothing.Yes,Nothing!That time my 12th Grade started.I have not done anything in this academic year.
You all have also Noticed that year 2019 went very Early or i can say in Seconds..
I have taken pressure on my head about Board Exams but also at the same time,I was relax that i have one year for exam same as 10th i will study and score good marks in Exam but it didn’t Happen.
I have done Nothing this year.My College i will not mention the name here is one of the top colleges in Mumbai have given us free will to not to attend lectures and study at home but 3 days we have to attend Practicals related to Chemistry,Physics,Maths and Computer Science.
According to me,I think everyone who were not attending lectures would have Wasted their one year doing nothing.
I am a Computer Enthusiast also,I have taken Computer Science as a Subject but still i was not doing anything just Wasting my Time and not doing anything.
Also,I think if there would be a Degree related to Masters in Procastination i would be the Top Scorer in it.
I have thought i will study from Tomorrow but the day didn’t came and my academic year finished.
What is the Meaning of Nothingness related to me?
I have Wasted time on Social Media.
Wasting time on Social media is a Addiction its like taking unwanyed things in our Body.
Also,I have shared Thousands of Memes with my Friends which was not required.
In my gallary i have more than 10k Screenshots related to memes this is the end line of addiction which i have Crossed.
I have also Wasted time chatting with girl that i liked she sometimes she used to start the conversation and Sometimes me soon,She also became addiction in My life.
If she would not message me i would have became upset this led me to do Procastination.
From starting of my 11th I have became a Great Procastinator and that led me to become good at nothing.
But,Still i have gave time to my Skill that is Hacking as well as Blogging.
I have Wasted my One year of Doing nothing rather than Sleeping,Using Social Media and Enjoying with Friends.
In other scenerio,I would have studied so hard,Should have followed my Passion so that problems that i am Facing today Would have not came to me.
Today,I have gave my Chemistry Paper and it was one of the toughest paper i think i am going to …
Sorry,I forget to mention that i have Scored just 35%ile in my Joint Entrance Exam(JEE) which is not good.
My Parents gave me Everthing that i wanted but i have not given them what they want,This thing is giving me Stress.
One year of Nothing has thaught me a Life lesson that i am going to share with you.
Procastination are of many types we are Humans and We Procastinate because,We are in Comfort zone.
If we have everything in Life we want why anyone will work that is the Scenerio with me.
Our Parents has Gifted us Everything that we want this is the Place where comfort zone starts.
If we get Everything we want why we will work this is the mentality that we have Subconciously created in our Mind.
Thus we should stop procastinating that is the reason i have left procastination from today onwards and thus,I am Writing this Blog.
2.Always Work with Sheer Will
If you have Seen the movie John Wick,He is the man with Focus,Commitment and Sheer will.Will Power is one of the greatest powers.
From,Today Onwards i have Promised myself that i will work with Dedication same applies to everyone who wants to Conquer anything in Life.
I have accepted that One year of Nothingness has gave me a Realization that i would have done many things in this past year to make my Future Better but,Everything has Reason and for me this year has Gave me a Path to not to do the same thing again.
Just Concluding this Blog,Work with passion give up Electronics for sometimes to make things better.Spend time with Family and friends too but work everyday to fullfill your dreams.
This was all about One year of Nothingness
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